Monday, July 15, 2013
Wednesday, May 8, 2013
Serius Curhat
Assalamualaikum.
Oke oke oke. gue tahu ini blog udah banyak jaring laba-labanya, tapi lo ga bisa menghentikan gue buat beerhenti ngoceh. HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA
Gue sedang ingin mengajukan banyak pertanyaan karena gue udah capek ditanyain terus.
1. Kalo gue pengen kurus, emang itu salah?
2. Kalo gue ngomong banyak hal tentang jodoh, lantas gue ngebet banget gitu buat nikah setelah kuliah biokimia lingkungan?
3. Kalo gue pake jilbab pasmina tapi dalemannya pake ciput bertopi, lantas gue hijaber gagal?
4. Kalo gue ga suka ikut rakab, terus gue benci sama bem km gitu?
5. Kalo gue suka sama orang yang sudah punya atau sudah pernah punya cewek, gue lantas bisa disebut 'bitchy' gitu?
6. Kalo gue ngerasa di php in lantas gue harus berhenti suka gitu?
7. Kalo lo ga suka sama gue, terus gue harus berhenti suka sama lo gitu?
8. Kalo gue suka banget nambahin kecap ke baso gue, lantas bikin gue keliatan barbar?
9. Emang suka sama cewek gendut dosa ya? hina ya? nista ya?
10. Salah gitu kalo postingan gue isinya beginian doang?
Yang bisa bantu jawab, jawabin yak :D
Oke oke oke. gue tahu ini blog udah banyak jaring laba-labanya, tapi lo ga bisa menghentikan gue buat beerhenti ngoceh. HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA
Gue sedang ingin mengajukan banyak pertanyaan karena gue udah capek ditanyain terus.
1. Kalo gue pengen kurus, emang itu salah?
2. Kalo gue ngomong banyak hal tentang jodoh, lantas gue ngebet banget gitu buat nikah setelah kuliah biokimia lingkungan?
3. Kalo gue pake jilbab pasmina tapi dalemannya pake ciput bertopi, lantas gue hijaber gagal?
4. Kalo gue ga suka ikut rakab, terus gue benci sama bem km gitu?
5. Kalo gue suka sama orang yang sudah punya atau sudah pernah punya cewek, gue lantas bisa disebut 'bitchy' gitu?
6. Kalo gue ngerasa di php in lantas gue harus berhenti suka gitu?
7. Kalo lo ga suka sama gue, terus gue harus berhenti suka sama lo gitu?
8. Kalo gue suka banget nambahin kecap ke baso gue, lantas bikin gue keliatan barbar?
9. Emang suka sama cewek gendut dosa ya? hina ya? nista ya?
10. Salah gitu kalo postingan gue isinya beginian doang?
Yang bisa bantu jawab, jawabin yak :D
Sunday, April 28, 2013
Tim Akustik Biokimia 47Westlife - I Miss You
Video Clip
Westlife - I Miss You
Lyrics
I can't sleep,
I just can't breathe,
when your shadow is all over me, baby.
Don't wanna be a fool in your eyes,
'Cause what we had was built on lies.
And when our love seems to fade away,
Listen to me - hear what I say...
I don't wanna feel the way that I do,
I just wanna be right here with you,
I don't wanna see, see us apart,
I just wanna say it straight from my heart:
I miss you...
What would it take for you to see?
To make you understand,
that I'll always believe (always believe)
You and I can make it through,
And I still know I can't get over you.
'Cause when our love seems to fade away,
Listen to me - hear what I say...
I don't wanna feel the way that I do,
I just wanna be right here with you,
I don't wanna see, see us apart (see us apart)
I just wanna say it straight from my heart:
oh, baby I miss you, I do...
'Cause when our love always fades away,
Listen to me - hear what I say...
I don't wanna feel the way that I do,
I just wanna be right here with you,
I don't wanna see, see us apart, (oh no, see us apart)
I just wanna say it straight from my heart:
I miss you, I miss you, I do...
I don't wanna feel the way that I do (the way that I do)
I just wanna be (just wanna be) right here with you (right here with you)
I don't wanna see (don't wanna see) see us apart (see us apart, oh, baby)
I just wanna say it straight from my heart:
oh baby I miss you, I do...
credit: FranklinTonyArnold@youtube and azlyrics.com
Thursday, December 27, 2012
Missing You Like Crazy
By SNSD Taeyeon for The King 2 Hearts OST
Don't you understand me?
The onlu reason I'm here is you
my eyes are freezing, until I can say no words
I can see only you
Although in the end, my heart hurts
Although in the end, my fingers tremble
Still, you are the only one I think about
The person that I really missed like crazy
The words that I really wanted to hear like crazy
I love you, I love you
where are you?
The one who drew all the beautiful memories in my heart is you
I love you, I love you
The person I long for, who is deeply stuck in my heart
Please tell me that you cherish me
Please don’t blankly erase me
Because you’re my everything
Don't you understand me?
The onlu reason I'm here is you
my eyes are freezing, until I can say no words
I can see only you
Although in the end, my heart hurts
Although in the end, my fingers tremble
Still, you are the only one I think about
The person that I really missed like crazy
The words that I really wanted to hear like crazy
I love you, I love you
where are you?
The one who drew all the beautiful memories in my heart is you
I love you, I love you
The person I long for, who is deeply stuck in my heart
Please tell me that you cherish me
Please don’t blankly erase me
Because you’re my everything
Blabbering
Assalamualaikum,
Subhanallah ya,it has been more than a month I haven't post anything here. Actually too much interesting things happened in this period, and I can't count on it one by one nor post each moment, even if I want it like crazy.
Yo, how are you people??? Call me ass, because I haven't write the next chapter of Lovers in Seoul OMFG!!! Yeassssiiirr, too much laziness and I can deal with it. And I have to do something like continue writing my novels and doing my job as a director in a musical for my Department's annual competition "Biochemistry Champion's League".
Maybe I should consider mastering in Filming Director someday LOL, my father will kick and send me to a Food Biochemistry thingy then~ well no one knows what will I be, a director or a biochemist, both are fun. I hope so.
Subhanallah ya,it has been more than a month I haven't post anything here. Actually too much interesting things happened in this period, and I can't count on it one by one nor post each moment, even if I want it like crazy.
Yo, how are you people??? Call me ass, because I haven't write the next chapter of Lovers in Seoul OMFG!!! Yeassssiiirr, too much laziness and I can deal with it. And I have to do something like continue writing my novels and doing my job as a director in a musical for my Department's annual competition "Biochemistry Champion's League".
Maybe I should consider mastering in Filming Director someday LOL, my father will kick and send me to a Food Biochemistry thingy then~ well no one knows what will I be, a director or a biochemist, both are fun. I hope so.
Saturday, October 27, 2012
Random: A Piece Of
Hello fellaaaaaasss… pardon this lazy ass because haven’t continue writing fanfics and short stories, because mid term comes and it is killing me. I am suck at studying but good at being a pool bear (?) Ooops no, I am not a bear, I am cow (they said), the most beautiful cow in the world (why so proud, kiddo?)
Well, I am not going to tell a bear or cow story right now, but I’ve prepare a cool story for you, a story about the most hard times in my life and how I managed to through it all
I will write it in INDONESIAN kok XDDD
Well, I am not going to tell a bear or cow story right now, but I’ve prepare a cool story for you, a story about the most hard times in my life and how I managed to through it all
I will write it in INDONESIAN kok XDDD
Tuesday, October 9, 2012
Random : Lost, for a new homey...
Haven't visit this holy-creepy-sexy blog for about a month? Was it?
Well, some works come and take me away with their own pressure, and now i am still pressured -_-
Oke, gue kemarin baru aja kali ya nge-post tentang bocah random di otak gue, tapi yah tetep aja sih gue nggak bisa ngebacotin nama dia di sono. HAHAHAHAHAHA
Ya begitulah, sekarang kami sudah seperti kolid liofil-liofob karena sama-sama stepping back dan menolak untuk mengetuk pagar masing-masing #eaaaakkk
Nggak gitu juga sih maksudnya, yah pokoknya dia lebih suka kabur-kaburan dengan segudang alasan yang gue nggak tahu itu omong kosong atau beneran, dan gue juga sibuk sendiri dengan kerjaan gue, like what i have said lah ya...
Gue sih sekarang lagi kebas kembali, dan mungkin yang kemarin cuma euforia cerita lama, dengan teman lama. Hahaha
Gue sih sekarang lagi asik-asikan aja kerja, walapun gue tuh bikin maslaah karena ke-goblokan gue yang tak berujung T_____T
Well, gue mungkin bakalan cerita lagi nanti mengenai pekerjaan yang satu ini, begitu modem gue pulih. Gue juga bakalan share foto di tanah kerja gue coy, lumayan lah ya buat nambah2 warna blog suram gue ini...
Tapi serius deh, walaupun intens dekat dengan panitia yang gue ikutin ini benar-benar cuma 3 hari H doang, tapi kerasaaaaaaaaaa banget kekeluargaannya.
IYA. Kepanitiaan ISEE 2012 :)
Mungkin itulah yang membuat Kementerian Pendidikan BEM KM IPB berbeda dengan yang lainnya. Mungkin juga karena Sahabat Kemdik adalah orang-orang luar biasa yang pernah gue kenal. Dan menjadi bagian dari Sahabat Kemdik adalah salah satu pengalaman hidup gue yang paling berharga.
Mungkin cerita tentang semuanya pantas buat diturunkan ke anak cucu gue nanti, karena mereka harus bisa merasakan kebahagiaan seperti kebahagiaan yang gue rasakan.
Gue tahu kontribusi gue nggak seberapa buat acara ini, tapi yah... gue negrasa banyaaaaaakkkk banget pelajaran yang udah dituangkan ISEE dan teman-teman semuanya ke dalam gelas pengalaman gue. Ibarat kata yang tadinya cuma diisi dengan es doger sekarang diisi es kacang merah gitu lah...
TERIMAKASIH KELUARGA BESAR ISEE 2012... TERIMAKASIH ATAS SEMUA KEHANGATAN YANG KALIAN BERIKAN DI TENGAH DINGINNYA KOTA HUJAN #cihuuuyyy
Well, some works come and take me away with their own pressure, and now i am still pressured -_-
Oke, gue kemarin baru aja kali ya nge-post tentang bocah random di otak gue, tapi yah tetep aja sih gue nggak bisa ngebacotin nama dia di sono. HAHAHAHAHAHA
Ya begitulah, sekarang kami sudah seperti kolid liofil-liofob karena sama-sama stepping back dan menolak untuk mengetuk pagar masing-masing #eaaaakkk
Nggak gitu juga sih maksudnya, yah pokoknya dia lebih suka kabur-kaburan dengan segudang alasan yang gue nggak tahu itu omong kosong atau beneran, dan gue juga sibuk sendiri dengan kerjaan gue, like what i have said lah ya...
Gue sih sekarang lagi kebas kembali, dan mungkin yang kemarin cuma euforia cerita lama, dengan teman lama. Hahaha
Gue sih sekarang lagi asik-asikan aja kerja, walapun gue tuh bikin maslaah karena ke-goblokan gue yang tak berujung T_____T
Well, gue mungkin bakalan cerita lagi nanti mengenai pekerjaan yang satu ini, begitu modem gue pulih. Gue juga bakalan share foto di tanah kerja gue coy, lumayan lah ya buat nambah2 warna blog suram gue ini...
Tapi serius deh, walaupun intens dekat dengan panitia yang gue ikutin ini benar-benar cuma 3 hari H doang, tapi kerasaaaaaaaaaa banget kekeluargaannya.
IYA. Kepanitiaan ISEE 2012 :)
Mungkin itulah yang membuat Kementerian Pendidikan BEM KM IPB berbeda dengan yang lainnya. Mungkin juga karena Sahabat Kemdik adalah orang-orang luar biasa yang pernah gue kenal. Dan menjadi bagian dari Sahabat Kemdik adalah salah satu pengalaman hidup gue yang paling berharga.
Mungkin cerita tentang semuanya pantas buat diturunkan ke anak cucu gue nanti, karena mereka harus bisa merasakan kebahagiaan seperti kebahagiaan yang gue rasakan.
Gue tahu kontribusi gue nggak seberapa buat acara ini, tapi yah... gue negrasa banyaaaaaakkkk banget pelajaran yang udah dituangkan ISEE dan teman-teman semuanya ke dalam gelas pengalaman gue. Ibarat kata yang tadinya cuma diisi dengan es doger sekarang diisi es kacang merah gitu lah...
TERIMAKASIH KELUARGA BESAR ISEE 2012... TERIMAKASIH ATAS SEMUA KEHANGATAN YANG KALIAN BERIKAN DI TENGAH DINGINNYA KOTA HUJAN #cihuuuyyy
Thursday, September 13, 2012
Random : Few Years Later
Remember? Melon CLBK yang gue pesen waktu makan bakso cinta sama si bocah geje bernama Jisep berabad-abad yang lalu? Duh, rasanya bego banget gue pake masih inget lah tentang kejadian jaman itu. hahaha
FF : Lovers in Seoul (Part 2)
Lovers in Seoul
Title : Part 2 - Beats
Rating : PG-13
Type : series
Genre : yaoi, romance
Pairing : GDYB, GTOP, TODae, RiRin
Disclaimer : just plot
Music : PSY - Gangnam Style, nuff said!
A/N : thanks for everyone who’s give my fic a check. Sorry that I have been a lazy ass to write, but yesss... Gosh, I just realize that comments are so powerful to keep me writing. Thank you, seriously thank you ^^
Title : Part 2 - Beats
Rating : PG-13
Type : series
Genre : yaoi, romance
Pairing : GDYB, GTOP, TODae, RiRin
Disclaimer : just plot
Music : PSY - Gangnam Style, nuff said!
A/N : thanks for everyone who’s give my fic a check. Sorry that I have been a lazy ass to write, but yesss... Gosh, I just realize that comments are so powerful to keep me writing. Thank you, seriously thank you ^^
Wednesday, August 8, 2012
FF : Lovers in Seoul (Part 1)
Lovers in Seoul
Title : Part 1 - These Meetings
Rating : PG-13
Type : series
Genre : yaoi, romance
Pairing : GDYB, GTOP, TODae, RiRin
Disclaimer : Big Bang is VIPs right? So, they’re mine. I only keep my plot in a good way.
Music : Delta Goodrem – One Day
A/N : this is my first time writing a series fic of BIGBANG, so pray for me to loose my laziness :’) and I hope it will be a lovely fanfiction cause I made it with love awwww~ happy reading ^__^
Title : Part 1 - These Meetings
Rating : PG-13
Type : series
Genre : yaoi, romance
Pairing : GDYB, GTOP, TODae, RiRin
Disclaimer : Big Bang is VIPs right? So, they’re mine. I only keep my plot in a good way.
Music : Delta Goodrem – One Day
A/N : this is my first time writing a series fic of BIGBANG, so pray for me to loose my laziness :’) and I hope it will be a lovely fanfiction cause I made it with love awwww~ happy reading ^__^
Saturday, June 23, 2012
Random : A Free Book from FLP Bogor 4th Gathering
AYEAAAYYYEYEYEYE!!!
First I would like to say to all my reader "HAPPY HOLY HOLIDAAAAAYYYY!!!
I just finish all of the final exam that hit me for almost 2 weeks. We went through so many struggle just to make it done and to meet the super long holiday.
Well, I just arrived home after attending the 4th gathering of Forum Lingkar Pena Bogor. Kekekekeke
Yup. Gue itu kan dateng telat gara dengan bego-nya salah liat jam di jarkoman. Gue pikir kita mulai jam setengah 10 ternyata mulainya jam setengah 9. puhleaseee...
Hahaha akhirnya gue duduk di bangku yang menyendiri dengan tampak sok polos padahal udah ngerasa bego setengah mati.
First I would like to say to all my reader "HAPPY HOLY HOLIDAAAAAYYYY!!!
I just finish all of the final exam that hit me for almost 2 weeks. We went through so many struggle just to make it done and to meet the super long holiday.
Well, I just arrived home after attending the 4th gathering of Forum Lingkar Pena Bogor. Kekekekeke
Yup. Gue itu kan dateng telat gara dengan bego-nya salah liat jam di jarkoman. Gue pikir kita mulai jam setengah 10 ternyata mulainya jam setengah 9. puhleaseee...
Hahaha akhirnya gue duduk di bangku yang menyendiri dengan tampak sok polos padahal udah ngerasa bego setengah mati.
Friday, June 15, 2012
Random : Lalalalala Thingy (Killing)
Pingin curitaaaaaaaa...
Well, ini gue gak ngerti kenapa gue eager banget buat nge-post beginian tengah malem sementara besok gue ujian praktikum Penerapan Komputer. Astagfirullah hal adzim.
Salah ga sih? Benerin ajalah ya.
Jadi, gue ini bingung mau ceritanya gimana dan mulai dari mana. Alasannya, karena gue juga ga tau pasti sejaka kapan gue jadi merasakan hal seperti ini ke orang itu. Hissshhhh.
Well, ini gue gak ngerti kenapa gue eager banget buat nge-post beginian tengah malem sementara besok gue ujian praktikum Penerapan Komputer. Astagfirullah hal adzim.
Salah ga sih? Benerin ajalah ya.
Jadi, gue ini bingung mau ceritanya gimana dan mulai dari mana. Alasannya, karena gue juga ga tau pasti sejaka kapan gue jadi merasakan hal seperti ini ke orang itu. Hissshhhh.
FF : Symphony Of The Bullet (Part 2 : Something Right)
Title : Symphony of The Bullet
Author : @emmyaoi
Genre : Straight, Drama, Romance
Type : Long Series, very long
Pairing : Find them out
Rating : PG
Disclaimer : I own only the plot
Author’s note : Okay, are you sureprise that this entry wasn't casted by BIG BANG member? Well, it somehow like a request from my beloved dongsaeng Rinda and Icha who wanted to be paired up with Choi Minho and Kim Hyungjun. So I just write this fic and for me too, cause I adore Kim HyunJoong a lot. He's handsome, isn't he? Here we go the second part of SOTB :)
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(Hyejin’s Point Of View)
Menunggu bus membuatku frustasi, aku nyaris saja mengoyak lepas ujung sweaterku dengan kuku dan gigitan. Seharian ini aku cukup sibuk mengurusi para juniorku yang manis. Untung saja aku bukan tipe yang akan menelan mereka hidup-hidup kalau mereka melanggar peraturan bahkan di hari pertama mereka menginjakkan kaki di Cheonsang.
Author : @emmyaoi
Genre : Straight, Drama, Romance
Type : Long Series, very long
Pairing : Find them out
Rating : PG
Disclaimer : I own only the plot
Author’s note : Okay, are you sureprise that this entry wasn't casted by BIG BANG member? Well, it somehow like a request from my beloved dongsaeng Rinda and Icha who wanted to be paired up with Choi Minho and Kim Hyungjun. So I just write this fic and for me too, cause I adore Kim HyunJoong a lot. He's handsome, isn't he? Here we go the second part of SOTB :)
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(Hyejin’s Point Of View)
Menunggu bus membuatku frustasi, aku nyaris saja mengoyak lepas ujung sweaterku dengan kuku dan gigitan. Seharian ini aku cukup sibuk mengurusi para juniorku yang manis. Untung saja aku bukan tipe yang akan menelan mereka hidup-hidup kalau mereka melanggar peraturan bahkan di hari pertama mereka menginjakkan kaki di Cheonsang.
Sunday, June 10, 2012
FF : Symphony Of The Bullet (Part 1 : Close)
Title : Symphony of The Bullet
Author : @emmyaoi
Genre : Straight, Drama, Romance
Type : Long Series, very long
Pairing : Find them out
Rating : PG
Disclaimer : I own only the plot
Author’s note : It had been written about two or three year ago, and I haven't finish it untul now, so I will continue writing this fiction. Hope it can be one good stuff :)
(Kim’s house)
Kim Taerin mengerang ketika hawa dingin merayapi seluruh tubuhnya. Selimut yang tadinya membungkus tubuhnya telah disingkirkan seseorang, membuatnya meraba-raba dengan kesal, mencari-cari benda dewa di saat pertengahan musim gugur itu.
Author : @emmyaoi
Genre : Straight, Drama, Romance
Type : Long Series, very long
Pairing : Find them out
Rating : PG
Disclaimer : I own only the plot
Author’s note : It had been written about two or three year ago, and I haven't finish it untul now, so I will continue writing this fiction. Hope it can be one good stuff :)
(Kim’s house)
Kim Taerin mengerang ketika hawa dingin merayapi seluruh tubuhnya. Selimut yang tadinya membungkus tubuhnya telah disingkirkan seseorang, membuatnya meraba-raba dengan kesal, mencari-cari benda dewa di saat pertengahan musim gugur itu.
Random : Wonderful Saturday Night with TANGGA
First, I would like to scream...
KYAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA
AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAKKKK
KAMGAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA
TANGGAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA
Okay. Enough. June 2nd 2012!!!
I just happen to get the ticket about 30 minutes before the Donation Show start LOL I messed up with some homework before decided to watch the show. And there I was. In the first tribune. Screaming like crazy. Singing like M. Carey, and dancing so funky. Heck. What is wrong with me, why I type these words -_____-
I am SO DEADLY HAPPY!! I met TANGGA, I TOOK pictures!! and guess what? Kamga hold my shoulder and yeah we're VIP, we have the same blood. The HOLY YELLOW BLOOD!!
Well guys, you should know that Nerra and Chevrina really beautiful and Tata, hell, how come he look so sexy with those hairy skin :3
Still, I stand for Kamga. Gooo Kamga! Go Go Kamga!!!
See? I stick to Kamgaaaa... hahaha
KYAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA
AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAKKKK
KAMGAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA
TANGGAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA
Okay. Enough. June 2nd 2012!!!
I just happen to get the ticket about 30 minutes before the Donation Show start LOL I messed up with some homework before decided to watch the show. And there I was. In the first tribune. Screaming like crazy. Singing like M. Carey, and dancing so funky. Heck. What is wrong with me, why I type these words -_____-
I am SO DEADLY HAPPY!! I met TANGGA, I TOOK pictures!! and guess what? Kamga hold my shoulder and yeah we're VIP, we have the same blood. The HOLY YELLOW BLOOD!!
Well guys, you should know that Nerra and Chevrina really beautiful and Tata, hell, how come he look so sexy with those hairy skin :3
Still, I stand for Kamga. Gooo Kamga! Go Go Kamga!!!
See? I stick to Kamgaaaa... hahaha
Friday, May 18, 2012
HATACHI : Otanjoubi Emmyaoi
Yoooo. Helloowwww fellaaaasss.
Been missing you guys the whole time. I broke my modem and couldn't get any internet connection for about a month T_____T
so, i just bought a new modem and now I surf the internet like a bitch LOL I mean I surf all the time. Like crazy.
Well, today I would like to say...
HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY BIRTHDAY and HAPPY HATACHI to myself. kyahaahhahahahahha.
Already getting old. hey yeah, I am REALLY twenty finally. Some worries come and happiness buried everywhere.
Really thanks to whoever utter me a birthday wish. You are terribly rock guys. I LOVE YOU SO MUCH.
Sunday, April 15, 2012
Biokim Satu
Biokimia 47
Arranger : Captain YO!
Kami anak bangsa, dengan s’mangat api membara
Penuh tekad kuat
Wujudkan kebersamaan
Demi berprestasi di Biokimia
Langkahkan kaki dan ayunkan tanganmu
Tatap ke depansatukan tujuan
Menempa ilmu majukan pertanian
Bumi pertiwi
Menjadi scientist biokimia
Yang jaya dan dahsyat
Banggakan negerimu
Jangan putus asa
Demi masa deoanmu
Biokim…Biokimi Satu
Biokim…mari maju bersama
Biokim…Bersatulah Biokim
Biokim…Jayalah di MIPA selalu
Arranger : Captain YO!
Kami anak bangsa, dengan s’mangat api membara
Penuh tekad kuat
Wujudkan kebersamaan
Demi berprestasi di Biokimia
Langkahkan kaki dan ayunkan tanganmu
Tatap ke depansatukan tujuan
Menempa ilmu majukan pertanian
Bumi pertiwi
Menjadi scientist biokimia
Yang jaya dan dahsyat
Banggakan negerimu
Jangan putus asa
Demi masa deoanmu
Biokim…Biokimi Satu
Biokim…mari maju bersama
Biokim…Bersatulah Biokim
Biokim…Jayalah di MIPA selalu
Friday, February 17, 2012
Celebration : 8 Years Already
February 18th 2012...
Nothing so special about this, actually. Sebenarnya hari ini nggak bisa disebut sebagai perayaan, tepatnya mungkin peringatan.
Delapan tahun lalu, pada tanggal yang sama, tanggal 18 Februai 2004 adalah hari yang paling berat yang pernah gue alami. Paling sedih. Paling hampa. Paling berbeda. Paling menakutkan. Paling khawatir. Tapi, di sisi lain paling lega.
Iya. Tanggal 18 Feruari 2004 adalah hari meninggalnya my beloved Mommy, Almh. Ibu Nurwargi. Rasanya ingin pulang dan mengunjungi makam Mama seperti tahun-tahun sebelumnya. Tapi, yah mungkin hanya bisa kirim do'a buat Mama. Jelas sedih kan kalo kehilangan seorang seberharga Ibu sendiri, feel like your world would end too, but it doesn't, so you have to endure it well :)
Gue merasa lega karena Mama udah nggak perlu sakit-sakit lagi seperti sebelumnya. Mama udah bebas dari sakit yang dia alami selama setahun lebih. Mama kembali ke tangan yang baik dalam keadaan yang baik, itulah yang selalu gue percayai.
Nothing so special about this, actually. Sebenarnya hari ini nggak bisa disebut sebagai perayaan, tepatnya mungkin peringatan.
Delapan tahun lalu, pada tanggal yang sama, tanggal 18 Februai 2004 adalah hari yang paling berat yang pernah gue alami. Paling sedih. Paling hampa. Paling berbeda. Paling menakutkan. Paling khawatir. Tapi, di sisi lain paling lega.
Iya. Tanggal 18 Feruari 2004 adalah hari meninggalnya my beloved Mommy, Almh. Ibu Nurwargi. Rasanya ingin pulang dan mengunjungi makam Mama seperti tahun-tahun sebelumnya. Tapi, yah mungkin hanya bisa kirim do'a buat Mama. Jelas sedih kan kalo kehilangan seorang seberharga Ibu sendiri, feel like your world would end too, but it doesn't, so you have to endure it well :)
Gue merasa lega karena Mama udah nggak perlu sakit-sakit lagi seperti sebelumnya. Mama udah bebas dari sakit yang dia alami selama setahun lebih. Mama kembali ke tangan yang baik dalam keadaan yang baik, itulah yang selalu gue percayai.
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